Countdown....2more days to go...2oo9!!!

2 more days to go.... let me go home~~~~ I'm juz too far, from where u r, I wanna go HOME... I'm goin back soon...back to penang..my HOME.. i miss MuMmy, I miss my asam laksa, curry mee, yam rice, otak-otak, curry fish rice, nasi kandar, jawa mee, argghhh...I miss everything... Frankly, I really don't like KK... is not the place is bad or suffering... but it is juz not my place.. Not the place I want to be.. I miss KL too...*cry*.. I want go back d...TIME..pls fly...

Life in KK is really very nice but not for me...I don't like this kind of life.. The only thing that I like here is da bedroom...(painted in orange..hehe..) Ya, da life here is juz like 5 stars hotel... I have my own bedroom, my closet, my toilet & everything is new & complete.. Everyday, will have people do laundry for u, prepare breakfast, lunch, tea, dinner... (so xing fu).. Free internet access, astro, fully air-condition from living room to bedroom.. free air ticket, free shopping expenses, free transportation...everything free, free, free... Don't even have to spend a cent here... Can buy whatever you want, can eat whatever you want... BUT.. I really don't like here!! (I know I'm very sorry to said that...but...i really want my FREEDOM!!!)

Everyday eat, sleep, online, watch tv, play with baby, go shopping... Da house so BIG but only have 4ppl.. (me, sis, baby, bro-in-law).. Izzit very bored?? I'm here at least 10days each sem break... juz imagine..I only got 3weeks breaks.. here for at least 10days.. I really don't like.. I hated it so much... But..no choice..I got to come.. Y? coz my family memberS said so... (6 of them).. every sem they tell me da same things... "Hols ar..Ok la.. then u go 陪大姐 la..." (wah lau eh..)

1st time: come with 2sis..ok lo..vacation ma.. (5days)

2nd time: sis pregnant.. not working..stay at home alone.. they said she very BORED..so.. I got to be here..ok fine..(2weeks)

3rd time: baby 1mth, come with mum to help sis baby sit... (force to be here..coz worry mum having trouble take flight alone...ok..3weeks)

4th time: baby sick, again.. "aiya..baby sick u go help her take care la.. she alone only ma.."..ok fine.. (2weeks)

5th time: sis come to kl... "since u on hols..u go bck KK with her & baby la..so that Alan don't have to travel here & there ma..he so busy with his business... & baby won't get bored ma..."

From the situation above..do u think I have chance to say NO??? Teach me..what can I do?? Feel so suffering surviving in this AUTOCRATIC environment... Izzit because I'm da youngest? When can I say NO? I guess in my 22years time I never say NO to my family members.... My most famous moto is: "Oh...OK.." or keep quiet & juz do it.. This is the way how I live my life for 22 years..Maybe is my life, my destiny..juz like what they alwiz call me (阿四)...hehe..

Who is going to considerate about my feeling?
When my feeling is going to be considerate?
Where my feeling is going to be considerate?
How my feeling is going to be considerate?

I hope 2oo9 will give me da answers...