--- speechless day---

Don't know what kind of day is today... really a s***k day... Today everything seems to turn me down..

Dear Someone,

Know you for such a long time d, but I just don't understand you. Don't understand why you always got to do so and wanna do so... If you don't like anything about me..then juz let me know..why you need to act it out as if you're so kind and friendly... Sometimes I really feel bad coz I neglected you & even feel guilty.. coz I know I shouldn't left you alone..but you alwiz like to be alone or with your other frenzz...so I juz let you be.. But why everytime you got to act? I'm juz not sure wat u hav told others about us..but I'm so dissapointed when I realize that you back stabbed me... I trusted you so much and I get this from you... You alwiz did that to me..and our fren who know about it ask me not to get along with you..but I juz can't...I choose to trust you.. I'm really very very dissapointed... I dunno you hav the intention to do so or not...but the person who you told everything about me embarrassed me infront of so many peoples & created a bad image of me... Maybe I'm juz not a good fren as u think... I'm too tired in continuing our friendship... but I will stil keep you as fren coz you are part of my memory... I juz don't understand why you do so...but.. thanks for being my fren in part of my life...

really speechless when i found out what you did to me... maybe is my mistake & maybe i'm juz not good enough to be your friend...

Today is really a damn bad day... I hope I can hide up & can duwan to meet a single person.... I really hope there will be a corner for me... So, skipping class is one of the best choice & not going back so early is another best choice...