STOP - CHECK - MOVE

Stop..stop..stop..where I am now?

A question always pop-up in my mind. "Where am I?" I'm now in year 2008 which is almost 22years living in the world. So..what I have gain? what I have learn? From da time of almost 22years = 192720hrs, what have I gone through?

Don't know? never mind thats not important..coz all were juz memory..If it is happy, congratulations. If it is unpleasant, juz take it as a lesson. The most important is the coming future. How you want it to be.

** Life only pass us once; Today's moment becomes tomorrow's memory.
Enjoy every moment, good or bad, because the GIFT of LIFE is LIFE itself.

Today, one of our lecturer told us...make sure you know "what you want" because lots of people only started realize what they want after wasting an amount of life credit. ( only God knows how much credit we have in a life time. It can't be top up - so, appreciate. )

----- CheCk -----

Then I started to ask myself, do you know what you want? De answer is... **blank**

Blank?? how can it be? why blank? why? why? why? I believe, if i would to tell others that i just don't know what I want, for sure they will provide me this ans: "U wont end up in where u are now if you do not know what u want!" LAME rite?? sienzzz with this answer d.

Therefore, better I think it myself why is it so. Currently I only manage to look at one perspective which is I'm a very disorganized and unplanned person. In other words, I'm over "flexible". I always go with my feelings & instinct. U think feelings & instinct strong enough to decide your future? I don't know.

Where I'm now? I'm staying in KL, doing Psychology degree in UTAR, in Year 2 sem 2, with fluctuation results (recently are BAD), single, driving to Uni, having a bunch of frenz, like to make herself busy, disorganize, lazy, like to have fun, like to think (even sometimes think too much), pessimistic &......i guess tats all I know about myself.

** "though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending" - Carl Bard-

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MOVE~~~~

but..where can I go? which direction should i start from?

bumble bee's movement is still

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----pending----