^^ hUrDLeS ^^

Fuhhh...this few weeks.. sleep only 3-4hours daily..sometimes only 2hours..sigh.. so so so tired... busying of assignments.... this sem really a tough sem. This 2weeks really very very stress.. even depress sometimes.. Everything goes wrong.. never in the right track... really feel helpless during that time... many many many things happened... really an unpleasant month... but I've learned a lot from that...many HURDLES appears... they are the hurdles that help me grow.... all these hurdles change my perception towards things... created changes on me.. although it is tough, it is hard...but I'm glad that I able to stand up myself with the help of my angels in my life... although it is pain, bleeding but I'm glad there were not deep scar on it.. just a tiny and not very clear scar that stay there to remind me on how to react to this tough situation in the future. I'm glad that I have mentors who share their blog with me. Whenever I feel hopeless or helpless, I will browse their blog... from there, i can see that how TINY my hurdles are, a tiny as sand compare to their stone... If these TINy hurdles can destroy my life, then how about thier's? Deep in my heart, I really thanks them a lot.. They are the one who always appear whenever I need help. The "busyness" at that time makes me forget about the pain, forget about the scar. I believe everything is fair... although not really happy this month, but there were also things that makes me happy.... Someone invited me to join a crowd on an occasion (feel happy on that day). Thanks!!