wHy?????

Why everythings come so sudden? Why i have to face this kind of problems? Why I always can't control my emotions? Why things happened to be like that?? Why there must be rain after sunny day?? Why rain must follow after the sun??? Why when i saw rainbow rain must appear after that???? why?? why?? I hope that you're here right now... coz i'm very very down.... i feel so release and motivated to face things out when you're here with me.... thanks for always be with me when i need you.. thanks for being so caring... but i know i cant always rely on you... i have to learn to grow... i have to take things to myself.. i have to solve problems myself... i have to be myself... i'm already an adult, but why i'm still like a child?? i'm so immature... i'm so childish in dealing with emotions.... i should be like an adult... i have to think like an adult... i have to act like an adult... why i'm always out of group? i'm not trying to be special... but i'm always different from others... Why rainbow & storm comes together? Is that nice??? Although i like rainbow, but i dont think that it is nice... That's life... Life is full of WHY!!! I hope there are always rainbow & sun in my life... I LOVE RAINBOW, I LOVE SUN... please don't take the RAINBOW & SUN away from my life... i can't survive without them!!!